1.কবিতা
* মরণ রে ! *
দূর্বা মিত্র
শক
সুতীব্র,
স্নানকলে
বিদ্যুৎ।
মৃত্যু
হতোই,
কলঘরে
সমাধি।
টান
অমোঘ,
যেন আমার
নিতম্বে তোমার নখ।
শিহরণ
শীৎকার,
যেন
চরম আশ্লেষ।
স্বপ্ন, মায়া
নু মতিভ্রম?
নাঃ,দু হাতে
বাস্তব ব্যাণ্ডেজ।
(অপ্রকাশিত)
১৩/৭/১৫
2. Half a century..
Still awaiting..
A finger..
To touch my hair.
My eyes to smile,
"What took you
So long?"
3.Just a footpath.
Help me..I am just a footpath.
I can't bear..
This tiny plastic bag..
Thrown by one of you.
Because
It was born yesterday..
With a VAGINA.
4. Define My Heaven.
You,
Me,
Blue sky,
White waterfall,
Green grapes.
Enough.
14/4/15
5.*Game of love *
Love.
Like.
Pity.
Adore.
Kiss.
Marriage.
Hate.
Friend.
I wanted all in one at 15.
But now?
I need each,
From Different one..
On 7 days of the week .
6.North Wester.
A storm..
Rages..
Soothing the heat.
The tears..
Flow..
Smooching the breast.
You..
Refused to come.
7.*Alarm*
It forgot..
The day..
Remembered
Only the time.
I forgot..
Son was out of town..
Hubby was sleeping.
He forgot..
Physical love..
Is a necessity.
Platonic Love??
You make me laugh.
8.*What to do *
I was filling..
The bottle..
With milk..
For my joy..
Son of six months.
The milk started..
To splash..
Inside the bottle.
I screamed..
Picked up..
My sleeping son..
And ran.
Somebody
Stopped me.
My smile faded..
He was looking oddly!
I glanced at my arms..
Clutching tightly..
Just a teddy...
The Earth..
Started trembling..
To swallow me alive.
9.Alone Forever.
Husband and son..
Relatives..
Friends..
Commodities..
Memorabilia..
Even lovers...
They do
Fill me up.
But
My soul?
Alone yet..
Alone forever,
I guess.
10.Aspirations
I aspire..
To
Be
A giver..
He
Uses me
As
A doormat.
11.Consummated?
The Pastor
Declared..
" You
May kiss
The Bride."
Couple of Decades..
She had obeyed..
Never thought..
Where and when..
She wanted it or not.
Now
She wanted..
To declare
When..
Where..
How..
But..
His mind..
And
Body..
Had slept off.
12.SUNRISE IN MY IRIS
Wintery morning..
Wanted to burrow..
Further into the quilt.
The cell shrieked out..
"May we watch
The Sunrise together? "
"What?
I mean why?
Where?
Let the Sun be..
And let me
Sleep some more . "
"I wish to..
See all the colors..
Dancing
In your Iris."
So..
Here I am..
Facing the East..
There he is..
Facing the West..
Watching
The same Sunrise.
13.Touch.
Closed eyelids..
Stretched
My fingers..
Seeking
Your
Chest hair.
Opened eyelids..
Looked at
My fingers..
Clutching
White
Velvet Pillow.
14.*To Make or Not to Make Love *
Frightened..
And nervous..
I stepped
Inside
The Hospital.
My knees..
Trembled.
A lady..
Slept..
On a wheelchair.
I grabbed..
The ringing phone..
And blurted out..
"Would you..
Make love
To me..
Even if..
I
Am
On a wheelchair??"
The reply?
Unruffled..
Strong..
Prompt..
"Yes.
I will.
Physical lovemaking..
Is
In the mind..
Not
In the crotch. "
15.Drink My Tears
Pain
Drains
Through
My tears.
Drink
The pain
Through
My Tears.
16.RAIN AND HEAVEN
Looking up..
Drinking the Rain..
You are attaining the Peace.
Licking the Rain..
From your skin..
I am touching the Heaven.
4/7/15.
(Unpublished)
17.* মরণ রে ! *
শক
সুতীব্র,
স্নানকলে
বিদ্যুৎ।
মৃত্যু
হতোই,
কলঘরে
সমাধি।
টান
অমোঘ,
যেন আমার
নিতম্বে তোমার নখ।
শিহরণ
শীৎকার,
যেন
চরম আশ্লেষ।
স্বপ্ন, মায়া
নু মতিভ্রম?
নাঃ,দু হাতে
বাস্তব ব্যাণ্ডেজ।
(অপ্রকাশিত)
১৩/৭/১৫
18.* PRICE *
Searing pain..
Upto
The Uterus.
Daily
Fornication.
And
You
Call it
MAKING Love?
Nothing
But
The Price
To pay
For
A security.
(UNPUBLISHED)19/7/15
19.*TEARDROP*
Often
From
Pain.
Seldom
From
Joy.
Do not
Stop
Or hide.
(unpublished)
20/7/15
20.PRICE
Whole heart
I gave
For break up.
Bottle of acid
He gave.
21.*SUNRISE*
Our Irises locked.
Me facing the East..
Him facing the West..
Watching..
The same Sunrise.
22.Drink My Tears
Pain
Drains
Through
My tears.
Drink
The pain
Through
My Tears.
23.Looking up..
Drinking the Rain..
You are attaining the Peace.
Licking the Rain..
From your skin..
I am reaching the Heaven.
24.*TEARDROP*
Often
From
Pain.
Seldom
From
Joy.
Do not
Stop
Or hide.
25.*PLEASURE OF PAIN*
Inserted
Sharp
And
Wide
Instrument.
Stifled
A
Cry.
Let down
Two
Drops
Of tears.
One
For Damini,
Nirbhaya.
Other
For
You..my lover !
One
Nobody
wants.
Other
Everybody
Craves for.
Pain?
Nahh..
Pleasure !
(unpublished)
5/8/15.
26.*VAMPIRE REBORN *
Suck
Me..
Lick
Me..
From
Head to toe.
Death
Will claim me.
You?
Will only grow.
28.FULL MOON
Our Irises
Locked.
You
Face the East.
I
Face the West.
Watching
The
Same Moon.
No
Need
For
Any Honey.
29.FEEL ME
Teardrops
Of
Joy.
Svelte smile
Of
Pain.
My Mask.
Your lips
Feel
The True Me.
* মরণ রে ! *
দূর্বা মিত্র
শক
সুতীব্র,
স্নানকলে
বিদ্যুৎ।
মৃত্যু
হতোই,
কলঘরে
সমাধি।
টান
অমোঘ,
যেন আমার
নিতম্বে তোমার নখ।
শিহরণ
শীৎকার,
যেন
চরম আশ্লেষ।
স্বপ্ন, মায়া
নু মতিভ্রম?
নাঃ,দু হাতে
বাস্তব ব্যাণ্ডেজ।
(অপ্রকাশিত)
১৩/৭/১৫
2. Half a century..
Still awaiting..
A finger..
To touch my hair.
My eyes to smile,
"What took you
So long?"
3.Just a footpath.
Help me..I am just a footpath.
I can't bear..
This tiny plastic bag..
Thrown by one of you.
Because
It was born yesterday..
With a VAGINA.
4. Define My Heaven.
You,
Me,
Blue sky,
White waterfall,
Green grapes.
Enough.
14/4/15
5.*Game of love *
Love.
Like.
Pity.
Adore.
Kiss.
Marriage.
Hate.
Friend.
I wanted all in one at 15.
But now?
I need each,
From Different one..
On 7 days of the week .
6.North Wester.
A storm..
Rages..
Soothing the heat.
The tears..
Flow..
Smooching the breast.
You..
Refused to come.
7.*Alarm*
It forgot..
The day..
Remembered
Only the time.
I forgot..
Son was out of town..
Hubby was sleeping.
He forgot..
Physical love..
Is a necessity.
Platonic Love??
You make me laugh.
8.*What to do *
I was filling..
The bottle..
With milk..
For my joy..
Son of six months.
The milk started..
To splash..
Inside the bottle.
I screamed..
Picked up..
My sleeping son..
And ran.
Somebody
Stopped me.
My smile faded..
He was looking oddly!
I glanced at my arms..
Clutching tightly..
Just a teddy...
The Earth..
Started trembling..
To swallow me alive.
9.Alone Forever.
Husband and son..
Relatives..
Friends..
Commodities..
Memorabilia..
Even lovers...
They do
Fill me up.
But
My soul?
Alone yet..
Alone forever,
I guess.
10.Aspirations
I aspire..
To
Be
A giver..
He
Uses me
As
A doormat.
11.Consummated?
The Pastor
Declared..
" You
May kiss
The Bride."
Couple of Decades..
She had obeyed..
Never thought..
Where and when..
She wanted it or not.
Now
She wanted..
To declare
When..
Where..
How..
But..
His mind..
And
Body..
Had slept off.
12.SUNRISE IN MY IRIS
Wintery morning..
Wanted to burrow..
Further into the quilt.
The cell shrieked out..
"May we watch
The Sunrise together? "
"What?
I mean why?
Where?
Let the Sun be..
And let me
Sleep some more . "
"I wish to..
See all the colors..
Dancing
In your Iris."
So..
Here I am..
Facing the East..
There he is..
Facing the West..
Watching
The same Sunrise.
13.Touch.
Closed eyelids..
Stretched
My fingers..
Seeking
Your
Chest hair.
Opened eyelids..
Looked at
My fingers..
Clutching
White
Velvet Pillow.
14.*To Make or Not to Make Love *
Frightened..
And nervous..
I stepped
Inside
The Hospital.
My knees..
Trembled.
A lady..
Slept..
On a wheelchair.
I grabbed..
The ringing phone..
And blurted out..
"Would you..
Make love
To me..
Even if..
I
Am
On a wheelchair??"
The reply?
Unruffled..
Strong..
Prompt..
"Yes.
I will.
Physical lovemaking..
Is
In the mind..
Not
In the crotch. "
15.Drink My Tears
Pain
Drains
Through
My tears.
Drink
The pain
Through
My Tears.
16.RAIN AND HEAVEN
Looking up..
Drinking the Rain..
You are attaining the Peace.
Licking the Rain..
From your skin..
I am touching the Heaven.
4/7/15.
(Unpublished)
17.* মরণ রে ! *
শক
সুতীব্র,
স্নানকলে
বিদ্যুৎ।
মৃত্যু
হতোই,
কলঘরে
সমাধি।
টান
অমোঘ,
যেন আমার
নিতম্বে তোমার নখ।
শিহরণ
শীৎকার,
যেন
চরম আশ্লেষ।
স্বপ্ন, মায়া
নু মতিভ্রম?
নাঃ,দু হাতে
বাস্তব ব্যাণ্ডেজ।
(অপ্রকাশিত)
১৩/৭/১৫
18.* PRICE *
Searing pain..
Upto
The Uterus.
Daily
Fornication.
And
You
Call it
MAKING Love?
Nothing
But
The Price
To pay
For
A security.
(UNPUBLISHED)19/7/15
19.*TEARDROP*
Often
From
Pain.
Seldom
From
Joy.
Do not
Stop
Or hide.
(unpublished)
20/7/15
20.PRICE
Whole heart
I gave
For break up.
Bottle of acid
He gave.
21.*SUNRISE*
Our Irises locked.
Me facing the East..
Him facing the West..
Watching..
The same Sunrise.
22.Drink My Tears
Pain
Drains
Through
My tears.
Drink
The pain
Through
My Tears.
23.Looking up..
Drinking the Rain..
You are attaining the Peace.
Licking the Rain..
From your skin..
I am reaching the Heaven.
24.*TEARDROP*
Often
From
Pain.
Seldom
From
Joy.
Do not
Stop
Or hide.
25.*PLEASURE OF PAIN*
Inserted
Sharp
And
Wide
Instrument.
Stifled
A
Cry.
Let down
Two
Drops
Of tears.
One
For Damini,
Nirbhaya.
Other
For
You..my lover !
One
Nobody
wants.
Other
Everybody
Craves for.
Pain?
Nahh..
Pleasure !
(unpublished)
5/8/15.
26.*VAMPIRE REBORN *
Suck
Me..
Lick
Me..
From
Head to toe.
Death
Will claim me.
You?
Will only grow.
28.FULL MOON
Our Irises
Locked.
You
Face the East.
I
Face the West.
Watching
The
Same Moon.
No
Need
For
Any Honey.
29.FEEL ME
Teardrops
Of
Joy.
Svelte smile
Of
Pain.
My Mask.
Your lips
Feel
The True Me.
